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Journal Entry: Thu Oct 8, 2009, 2:57 PM
  • Mood: Mortified
  • Listening to: Deadmau5
  • Watching: My skin crawl
  • Eating: trying not to
  • Drinking: Bleach
Comics! I've gotten some good steam on my new series. If you have any thoughts or suggestions, please don't hesitate to tell someone else! Ahhh only kidding. Really I love to hear your ideas.
I am currently working on getting some webspace set up to host the comic at. I feel it is worthy of devoting that kind of time and attention to. I am just not very skilled in the web designing and coding department. So we'll see how things pan out.
I'll keep you all update for sure. Thanks for all of your support!

With comics on the mind I've put most everything on the back burner. I'm really sorry to any who were hoping to see me finish something or make something of some of my most recent paintings. They'll come but.. probably not until I have a little more freetime.I'm not sure how other people do comics. I've never seen firsthand or read tutorials. Just sort of using my own styles and methods. Needless to say it's time-consuming. I don't get much off time.

QUICK UPDATE EDIT! I have a temporary location for my comics!
See them at: [link]



Final thoughts:
I'm sitting here contemplating madness.
What if I were to really let myself fall into that abyss?
It's really not all that hard. It's all a mental thing really. Mental disability is a very real thing and uncontrollable disease to many people. But there are plenty who start at a peak then suddenly hit their breaking point. They stop struggling and give into the noises growing within their mind.
I've never really been amazing at depicting the many concepts or thoughts floating about in my mind. I always thought if I were stuck inside there in such a way I might be able to focus more on them and project outward with more clarity.
My fear, of course, in this is that I would be sucked in and not be able to return. Forever stuck wandering around my own head. Watching my ideas flit and float about as I spiral deeper and deeper into darkness. Forever alone to wallow in my fears, paranoia, and depression. Clawing at every bright patch. Clinging for every thread of sanity until the water sucks me below the surface.
Haha oooh what a concept! There are somethings best left alone, I suppose. But I do often wonder the affect it would have on my artwork.

Stephan




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  • Favourite movie: Fear & Loathing in LV, Shaun of the Dead, Silent Hill, LOTR's,
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:iconredmingum:
thanks for the fav on cyborg kitty

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thank you for the favvie! :> :heart:

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Of course!

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:icondragonflyemily:
HELLO!!! you seemed like you needed a random hug XD
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:3

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I didn't do it...oh wait that? yeah I did that...I did the hell out of that.
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Yo man, thanks for the fav.

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Mhm! ^.^

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:icondeltamike:
thanks for the fav! =D

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Thanks :heart:

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:iconmiyou1989:
thanks for the Fav*
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Hey I suck at commenting pretty bad lately, but I just wanted to stop by and say I still think your stuff rocks, and I'm really glad to see that you're feeling better lately- that's what matters.

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